There are only a few months left of our senior year and as the days go by the anticipation for graduation grows more and more. I never thought I’d say it, but I'm kind of sad that schools almost over. After graduation, some of us will never see each other again. Will be off in college and start a new life where ever we end up. Schools has been going good to this point I’ve been good about managing my time with work, college, senior year, and preparing myself for my exit interview. Even though I’ve been good about getting my work in on time the only thing I’m really worried about is that due to that that I’m taking classes at PC I’ve mis a lot of classes at LHSwhich will count against me when they have to decide who walks in the graduation ceremony. This has lead me to make a difficult decision; choosing between graduation and my math class at PC. I made an appointment with my councilor at PC and I’m going to drop my math class because I know I wasn’t going to pass and my mom really was me to walk. I don’t see why, but she sees it as a big accomplishment. We always get in fights over this because I don’t care if I walk or not as long as I get my diploma. I still don’t know what I’m going to do after high school. I see people tweet about these big schools they got into which makes me kind of sad because I know if I would have put myself to it, I could have been a 4.0 student and be a great competitor for all those school but I didn’t. I got lazy and did the bare minimum, which I really regret now, but I guess there’s no one else there is no one else to blame but myself. I got into all four schools that I applied to but sad to say I will most likely be staying here and attending COS. This is because I never realized how expensive and difficult college was. I know if I go away to college it’ll be just to get myself in debt if I fail. This really makes my mom mad because she knows how smart I am but was she doesn’t understand is that all, if I need money I know they won’t be able to help because they won’t be able to. I could always take out a loan, but I always have this thought in the back of my head,” What if I fail.” I know I shouldn’t be thinking about the negatives but I’m just being realistic. Well I sit I’ll don’t know what I want to study anyways so I can do two years here and transfer which I hear is cheaper.
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February 2016
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